My heart is aching with so much pain if you’ll just know how I feel in this very terrible place I am now. I live in a dungeon-like fearsome discreet-peaceful world, estrange and scary.
Months ago when I went here in a very unplanned and undecided mind, hoping that I could find a place that I’ll treat heaven as I grow. Happy are the days of my humble beginnings in here, full of learning, experience, gladness and growing-up, but I never thought that a fearful hell-like environment is with me all along.
So God-Fearing, so environment friendly, so pro-people… Good in communicating and relations with people who aren’t in this messy world of evil and pain. This is how pretentious this monster is. So delicate when you saw it, so angelic when you hear it, so religious when it acts. Fine movements of wonderful creature, smooth conversation of a great preacher, soft voice than that of a soft played baby guitar, and an innocent face like that of a baby.
One day, when an unlucky agent was suspiciously accused, deprived of his right to talk and defend his life, ousted and kicked-off in this very dreadful room. So much tears fall, so much accusations fall either, and so many unpleasant words went out. Opinions of devil-like sinners flow and flooded the room with none of us either of the prisoners were able to support the accused roommate.
(to be continued)
Sunday, November 15, 2009
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